but to say the truth i dun feel happy at all.. i've got a mixed feeling. my mind isnt working.
mum: i've got sth to discuss wif u
me: uh huh wad izit
mum: me and ur dad are thinking to send u to the states after 'o' lvl nxt yr
me(dam holy shocked): why for wad
mum: to go uni. i wan u to learn proper english and get the best education
i swear tad at tad moment i'm juz stunned and spoke nth at all..
mum: well everything shall depend on ur 'o' lvl results. i'd expect u to score A in every sub except eng maybe
oh yeah..my mind was filled wif tis the whole night. i thought and thought. i was happy for a moment cuz i can leave tis place..
nt long afta tad feeling i felt some sense of sadness in me. friends are wad i tot of. i noe i'm nt gonna adept to tad ahmoh society easily. who noes maybe i would be discriminated by them.
UNIVERSITY? tad's sth very far.. i'm actually gonna SKIP JC!
speak the truth i decided to giv a shot.. if i say tad i dun wan to accept my mom's suggestions den im bluffing myself.
wadeva itiz im gonna treasure wadeva i hav now here and play and enjoy all i want!
Labels: CONFUSION
