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Wednesday, November 19, 2008

cramped wif guides projects..i'm so freaking tired.i received no reply and i'm really disappointed wif u..y is there juz no happy ending. tree in heaven

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Tuesday, November 18, 2008

had the chinese legend games+frisbee held at chinese garden. and the vietnam trip briefing.
mood today seriously dropped into a endless tunnel..i cant help it..i think i hab depression..nobody's out there to pull me.i juz got to pull it through myself.i pulled through so many times i tot i overcame it bt it's still here.
ihate the guy tad created me.AMELIA I MISS U..bt u're gone forever..GOD if u ever let me recarnate pls pls pls i beg u dun let me be human again..tmr's finaally a resting day for me..and wad can i do? wif 2 guides project piled on my table and books? uHHHHHHHH i'm going mad

"把你的灵魂
关在永远锁上的躯壳

当生存是规则
不是你的选择
於是你含着眼泪
飘飘荡荡跌跌撞撞的走着
你不是真正的快乐
你的笑只是
你穿的保护色"

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Monday, November 17, 2008

hmm.. went for the influenza injection today wif the whole bunch of us.. i actually admired myself.. i'm nt nervous even at the minute when i entered the doc's door. the first thing tad i did when i saw the doc i LAUGHED!! lol
the feeling of the needle in the skin seem so familiar bt still VERY PAIN! bt okay la at least i didn cry like wad i did tad time while taking a blood test..so embarrassed
peiying came and played perfectworld..tmr still got guides and vietnam trip training.. uh i'm drained!

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Sunday, November 16, 2008

hoho! SUNDAY!! and wad makes me extremely HAPPY is tad i SKIPPED MY TUITION!! xD
all thanks to mum.. i didn say anything really she juz told the teacher tad i'm only gonna continue my tuition after my vietnam trip which means in dec.

i promised tad i'm not gonna let my blog die like wad i did two yrs ago..
hmm..helped train peiying's perfectworld.. i swear i suck at it.

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Friday, November 7, 2008

urgss.. i'm dam tired now.. had frisbee today.. quite fun actually and tmr still hab =.=
starring at the com doing the qualification test to enter the blah blah tuition centre and the teacher there proudly says tad if i didn do well in the test den i cant enter the tuition.. i was like wth got $$ u dun wan to earn..
had dinner wif peiying somewhere i near her hse and she's right now travelling the whole singapore by taking trains from here to there.. l0l.. pro.. and she juz passed my hse. =x

i can see my mum is really serious tis time.. she nt gonna let me be on my own NEVER!! ahh.. will someone come and save me out from tis damm pressurizing world..?
1000000% glad tad extra lesson is finally over bt the worst part is abt to begin im sure..

To xx: if i see correctly(ps i gt wear contacts) and i trust myself den i think i saw u at tpy de bus interchange.rite u were like sitting opp from me..dam tad stupid uncle block my view..if u did see me and pretend tad u saw nth and nt even bothered to come and say HI to me i won blame u cuz i'm the one at fault in the first place. well i dun hab the gut to say HI to u too..i juz watched u board onto the bus and i noe we'll neva gonna meet again so GOODBYE! u're always the best..now i cant stop thinking abt u dam..

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Thursday, November 6, 2008

tmr's the final day of ec!! worth to be celebrated. xD
but to say the truth i dun feel happy at all.. i've got a mixed feeling. my mind isnt working.
mum: i've got sth to discuss wif u
me: uh huh wad izit
mum: me and ur dad are thinking to send u to the states after 'o' lvl nxt yr
me(dam holy shocked): why for wad
mum: to go uni. i wan u to learn proper english and get the best education
i swear tad at tad moment i'm juz stunned and spoke nth at all..
mum: well everything shall depend on ur 'o' lvl results. i'd expect u to score A in every sub except eng maybe
oh yeah..my mind was filled wif tis the whole night. i thought and thought. i was happy for a moment cuz i can leave tis place..
nt long afta tad feeling i felt some sense of sadness in me. friends are wad i tot of. i noe i'm nt gonna adept to tad ahmoh society easily. who noes maybe i would be discriminated by them.
UNIVERSITY? tad's sth very far.. i'm actually gonna SKIP JC!
speak the truth i decided to giv a shot.. if i say tad i dun wan to accept my mom's suggestions den im bluffing myself.

wadeva itiz im gonna treasure wadeva i hav now here and play and enjoy all i want!

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