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Wednesday, November 19, 2008

cramped wif guides projects..i'm so freaking tired.i received no reply and i'm really disappointed wif u..y is there juz no happy ending. tree in heaven

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Tuesday, November 18, 2008

had the chinese legend games+frisbee held at chinese garden. and the vietnam trip briefing.
mood today seriously dropped into a endless tunnel..i cant help it..i think i hab depression..nobody's out there to pull me.i juz got to pull it through myself.i pulled through so many times i tot i overcame it bt it's still here.
ihate the guy tad created me.AMELIA I MISS U..bt u're gone forever..GOD if u ever let me recarnate pls pls pls i beg u dun let me be human again..tmr's finaally a resting day for me..and wad can i do? wif 2 guides project piled on my table and books? uHHHHHHHH i'm going mad

"把你的灵魂
关在永远锁上的躯壳

当生存是规则
不是你的选择
於是你含着眼泪
飘飘荡荡跌跌撞撞的走着
你不是真正的快乐
你的笑只是
你穿的保护色"

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Monday, November 17, 2008

hmm.. went for the influenza injection today wif the whole bunch of us.. i actually admired myself.. i'm nt nervous even at the minute when i entered the doc's door. the first thing tad i did when i saw the doc i LAUGHED!! lol
the feeling of the needle in the skin seem so familiar bt still VERY PAIN! bt okay la at least i didn cry like wad i did tad time while taking a blood test..so embarrassed
peiying came and played perfectworld..tmr still got guides and vietnam trip training.. uh i'm drained!

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Sunday, November 16, 2008

hoho! SUNDAY!! and wad makes me extremely HAPPY is tad i SKIPPED MY TUITION!! xD
all thanks to mum.. i didn say anything really she juz told the teacher tad i'm only gonna continue my tuition after my vietnam trip which means in dec.

i promised tad i'm not gonna let my blog die like wad i did two yrs ago..
hmm..helped train peiying's perfectworld.. i swear i suck at it.

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Friday, November 7, 2008

urgss.. i'm dam tired now.. had frisbee today.. quite fun actually and tmr still hab =.=
starring at the com doing the qualification test to enter the blah blah tuition centre and the teacher there proudly says tad if i didn do well in the test den i cant enter the tuition.. i was like wth got $$ u dun wan to earn..
had dinner wif peiying somewhere i near her hse and she's right now travelling the whole singapore by taking trains from here to there.. l0l.. pro.. and she juz passed my hse. =x

i can see my mum is really serious tis time.. she nt gonna let me be on my own NEVER!! ahh.. will someone come and save me out from tis damm pressurizing world..?
1000000% glad tad extra lesson is finally over bt the worst part is abt to begin im sure..

To xx: if i see correctly(ps i gt wear contacts) and i trust myself den i think i saw u at tpy de bus interchange.rite u were like sitting opp from me..dam tad stupid uncle block my view..if u did see me and pretend tad u saw nth and nt even bothered to come and say HI to me i won blame u cuz i'm the one at fault in the first place. well i dun hab the gut to say HI to u too..i juz watched u board onto the bus and i noe we'll neva gonna meet again so GOODBYE! u're always the best..now i cant stop thinking abt u dam..

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Thursday, November 6, 2008

tmr's the final day of ec!! worth to be celebrated. xD
but to say the truth i dun feel happy at all.. i've got a mixed feeling. my mind isnt working.
mum: i've got sth to discuss wif u
me: uh huh wad izit
mum: me and ur dad are thinking to send u to the states after 'o' lvl nxt yr
me(dam holy shocked): why for wad
mum: to go uni. i wan u to learn proper english and get the best education
i swear tad at tad moment i'm juz stunned and spoke nth at all..
mum: well everything shall depend on ur 'o' lvl results. i'd expect u to score A in every sub except eng maybe
oh yeah..my mind was filled wif tis the whole night. i thought and thought. i was happy for a moment cuz i can leave tis place..
nt long afta tad feeling i felt some sense of sadness in me. friends are wad i tot of. i noe i'm nt gonna adept to tad ahmoh society easily. who noes maybe i would be discriminated by them.
UNIVERSITY? tad's sth very far.. i'm actually gonna SKIP JC!
speak the truth i decided to giv a shot.. if i say tad i dun wan to accept my mom's suggestions den im bluffing myself.

wadeva itiz im gonna treasure wadeva i hav now here and play and enjoy all i want!

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Saturday, October 11, 2008

it's been a LONG LONG TIME since i last updated my blog. exams are FINALLY FINISH!! YIPPY! but wad's nxt is wad i dun like the most.. RESULTS T__T had drumming lessons since we all are gonna perform for wad cluster skl awards.. drumm-ed for the past few days and will be drumm-ing endless for the coming weeks.. ahh.. seems like i juz cant enjoy my holidays..dam the o lvl chinese exam..i'm nt even 1% prepared..

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Wednesday, September 10, 2008

juz another day.. wake up-schooled-homed- dam boring day.. i juz cant stand XXX!!! i'm treating her so gd and tis's wad i get back seh.. KICK!!

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Monday, September 8, 2008

as u can see holidays are OVER in juz a nick of time..i couldn deny tad time has wings.
back to skl and face all the boring lessons+tests and before anything happens, EOY EXAMS ARE HERE!!!! T_T
"sis" had been having a fever for the past few days and the doc gav her a 3 day MC..poor thing..seriously i dun envy her at all u see even though she can skip skl and slp till 10 plus or even later..i suddenly felt tad skl is so interesting..WAIT.NOT ALL THE TIMES..i bet tmr would not be a nice day since there's double period for all the three sciences.. =..=
the worst thing tad my "sis" is sick is tad i cant slp wif the air-con..it's TRULY A 100% TORTURE to me!! i've neva slept without air con for the past 13 yrs!! and now u ask me to slp wif the company of fan..man..let me off..i cant survive without my dear precious air con..! today there's no assembly and miss tan's nt here too so no bio remedial=can go home at 1.40pm!! well of coz py accompanied me to buy contacts so when i reach home it's already 3 plus.. lol. =x

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Wednesday, September 3, 2008




SUPER DAY!! =X
woke up and went to skl in the early morning for the amazing race..the area is nt very big juz along the Singapore River those statues blah blah..it was juz plain walking exercising our legs..had fun serious..had a nice cup of drink at STARBUCKS..called mc delivery to skl for all the sec 3s for lunch..had Mc wing meal..
proceed on to the chem tour to visit the oil refinery shell at PUALA BUKOM a island somewhere off singapore.sat on a bus to some ulu place den took JETTY to the destination..my gosh fortunately my sea-sickness didn come..the jetty was seriously shaking here and there unable to balance..the shell's really nice i mean they've got a indoor entertainment hall where there's bowling, pool and some arcade games cool rite..den theres tis swimming pool tad faces the sea (picture) which seriously makes us feel tad we're at a resort nt oil refinery shell..stand at the sea there my god the wind is dammm STRONG AND COLDDD..makes ppl shiver..when i arrived at the island the singtel actually sent me a msg saying tad WELCOME TO INDONESIA!! and den my SINGTEL logo suddenly transformed into TELKOMSEL!! ermm..did i really went into indonesia lol..?took jetty back and bus den homed and now waiting to get my nice and delicious noodles!! ^^

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Tuesday, September 2, 2008

It's been like a decade since i last updated my blog..0.o holidays have started YAY!! ^^ BUT i've got a HEAVY LOAD of homework ESP from MR HALIL!!!! grandpa and grandma went back as they say tad they're meeting my great uncle and say tad they both wanna travel around while they still have the energy to do so..really envy them can juz enjoy themself and no nid to worry abt anything else..
There's inter unit amazing race tmr and a wad tour to see the oil refinery at blah blah sound mahlu place for chemistry..wad the hell. my holidays!!

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Saturday, August 23, 2008

Juz another ordinary day..woke up ard 10 plus den watched tv till like 1 plus den homwork all the way..
watched the table tennis man's single final..CHN vs CHN..it's really a marvelous match..the two guys are juz too pro i mean they were like playing badminton nt table tennis..so far and so high..
Cant believe tad the BEIJING OLYMPIC CLOSING CEREMONY IS TMR!! it's too fast..i was still in the memory of the opening ceremony and now the closing ceremony's here..time seriously flies..holiday's gonna start nxt week too. =x

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Friday, August 22, 2008

Today's seriously a GREAT DAY wif lots of LAUGHTER..had guides..the sec 1s and 2s like marched for the whole day seriously their standard are getting from BAD to WORSE..i cant even think wad would happen if tis situation doesnt improve..quite disappointed in a way..
Den handsome say she's gonna treat me peiying and nida dinner.we all tot she's joking bt she's VERY SERIOUS! okay she's REALLY VERY VERY NICE AND GENEROUS..so went to AJISEN to eat..the prob is erm handsome tot she has 55 bucks bt in the end she onli got 49bucks+all the pathetic coins=51bucks..i mean we alrdy entered the shop so dun expect us to tell the waiter tad we're nt eating anymore rite..so we juz eat and think of the bills afta we filled our stomach..den i took 60bucks for payment and here comes the most paiseh thing in my life..the cashier machine showed 64.97bucks.!! 0.o.. nida py and handsome bursted out laughing wif omg..i'm like damm paiseh la..i was like counting all the coins and wish tad there's enough for the bill den in the end we went to the neighbour shop and dig everywhere for $$..finally nida found wad 50cents in her bag den i really had no face to see the cashier so i gav the money to py and handsome and let them go deal wif it..
GOSH..it's seriously dammmmm peckchey..bt it's damm funny cna..me and nida were like laughing the hell out of us when we see handsome and py paying the $$..tis's the first time in my life tad i got to dig everywhere for $$ to pay for the bills..anyway THANKS handsome for the treat..your wallet seriously lost alot of weight afta the meal..=x

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Thursday, August 21, 2008

Nt really in a mood to blog these few days..it's finally friday tmr isnt tis wad i've been expecting for bt i juz dun seem to be happy.. thanks BOBO for the SUPERJUNIOR poster today i slept on it during chinese period..seeing their faces makes me feel better..i'm so disappointed..i nid to cool myself down before another day arrives

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Tuesday, August 19, 2008

today's physics SPA was like omg..i did badly. cuz i didn place the lens properly..i'm so dead..
it's coming to the middle of the week again and time's so fast..the nxt thing i noe i'll be getting back my PPR!!NOOOOOOOO!!..T_T stayed back for ACES day dance today..erm the dance nt tad badly actually bt it's hard to get everyone work together and cooperate..
the OLYMPICS ending on sunday and miss here cant wait to catch the closing ceremony and my very very nice dad's gonna fly there and watch it LIVE IN ACTION..=o=
tmr can slag liao..pheww..i saw XXX on the train home..i'm quite shocked seriously nvr in my life did i tot tad i would meet tis person..juz stared at each other for like seconds den started chatting..yeah things were fine til tad ass asked me abt XX..wad u expect me to say? how in the world would i noe..obviously she's fine rite..y cant u call her herself and ask..i'm nt kicking a fuss tad u asked me tis bt hello no matter wad tad still is an past tad i can recall though i hav tis stupid memory lost..i seriously hope tad i'll never see u again..

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Monday, August 18, 2008

nothing much today..finally done wif all the tests..BUT here comes all the science SPA assessments..man. i mean all these are like 1000 times more impt than the usual tests..read the news tad liuxiang is quiting the 110 hurdle for this olympic cuz of his unbearable leg injury..it's seriously very severe can see the agony on his face during the heats..many ppl cried it's really sad..he's wad so many ppl in the world are waiting for! but no matter wad health comes first.hope to see him in the 2012 london olympics..
im like damm suey today..on the train home, tis damm uncle didn grab the pole and juz fell on me and i nearly fell..okay i mean when ppl are old they dun hav a sense of balance BUT eh uncle u ever learned the word SORRY? he juz pretend tad nth happened at all u noe..i'm so pissed..and there's tis couple standing rite in fron of me hugging and kissing and wad turning into each other's arms? yuck.. eh guys do u noe tad PDA in places like trains nowadays can FINE $500? watch the news pls.. i'm so DAM DISGUISTED!! EWWWK.. wad a day can.. =o=

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Saturday, August 16, 2008

Today's like buried in maths..did my homeworks math and blah blah from 2pm til 7pm..watched the mtv asia awards which was held in malaysia nt long ago..and there's my favourite SUPER JUNIOR AWWWH!!damm cool dance..juz cant stand it..how did god create such guys.?
sitting infron of the com alone now..mum's at the airport and i've got no idea when she's coming back home..and the best thing to do now is to watch shows on the internet!! ^^

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Friday, August 15, 2008

25 GOLD MEDALS!! xD
didn update my blog for few days..have been busy all the time..my life right now is juz test and test and test..one after another.dam..can i pls hav a break.? finally it's friday now. had a workshop on how to study effectively and the learning skills..it's so DAMMMMM BORING..i really can fall aslp but cuz of the fact tad mrs koh is sitting right behind me, i got to open my eyes no matter wad method to use..
went to dawson and makan wif peiying and "handsome"..den homed.didn intend to slp early todnite..feel like chiong-ing all my work today..oooh..tad's abt it den..

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Monday, August 11, 2008

8 GOLD MEDALS!! xD
I feel like i'm a reporter who reports the result of the olympic everyday..l0l..today's like erm..okay juz like any other day..watched olympic games from 10am to like 5pm wif my "sis" till all the other events dun interest us..the men's 10m synchronised diving..CHINA WON!! oh yeah..i feel GOOD l0l..=x got to go skl tmr dam..got to miss alot of the olympic events..T_T. juz got to noe tad there's some unfortunates for the chinese during some of the competitions..a mixed feelings..as long as they did their best..i'm sure ppl can understand..sometimes luck is very impt oso..
damm tired now.. slept at 3am yesterday. gonna go and slp now..buh bye

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6 GOLD MEDALS!! YIPPEE xD
it's now 0041am of sunday..and i'm still here in front of the com..hav been watching the olympic games events almost the whole day for the past few days..i'm left to watch the gymnastic competition alone tis afternoon.."sis" went to eat dinner at her "aunt" hse and onli came back at ard 9pm..and mum's even more ridiculous..went to party wif her friends on a private ferry at SENTOSA and juz called to say tad it's too late to come back home so she's gonna stay there for a night..=o= i was like "oh yeah..enjoying urself uh.".wth.
Lucky tmr's holiday or else 100% cannot wake up tmr..kay..no more.i gonna go and watch my shows..bye xD

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